Someone once told me, "Love is complicated, if you love someone enough you have to let them go and if it was meant to be, they'll find their way back to you." I let her go... In a split second, I went from loving her to breaking her heart. It was eventually going to happen seeing as how she's in a committed relationship. The pain that my heart went through would've stayed the same regardless of the time this gut wrenching tragedy happened. The reason I chose to end it was the fact that our whole situation wasn't fair to the three people in it. I did it so she could choose her own path, I want her to be happy no matter what the outcome is. Whether she chooses to stay with him or end things due to her feelings towards me. I never meant for her heart to suffer, my feelings for her will forever stay the same. Hell, I could love her for a lifetime and maybe more and deep down in her heart she knows that. As I sit here with deep thoughts and watery eyes, I guess the only thing left to say is an angel was sent down from Heaven to show me what true love really was and I let her foolishly slip through my grasp. As I finish this off with the heaviest of hearts, I hope that the happiness she does find is eternal. My heart still hopes that in the end she'll choose me but I'd much rather have her be in the embrace of a man who can always make her smile and provide for her while I sit in the stands, slowly succumbing to madness...
P.S. I never meant to hurt you, my love for you will always stay the same...
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