Are You Ok?

The words buzz through my head every single day. I wake up to them from the utter shock of living that moment again. And the only thing I can say after these specific words hit me is " Are you ok?" I know you´ve talked with everyone else in their dreams telling them your fine but all my dreams with you are on mute except its only on your side... I talk to you, hell I even scream to you and nothing. I wanna know what you were feeling before you left, what your last thought was, if the "afterlife" is all they say it is. I just want to know if your ok, cause Im not...