A cloudy mind mixed with alcohol is a dangerous thing.
Drunk, not actually with alcohol but with my own thoughts. Drunk on multiple
scenarios concerning not only myself but those around me. Friends who often
times feel down and family who often times are stumped both financially and
emotionally. I myself am battling images of past infatuations and the thought
of being alone for quite some time yet I don’t know if it’s because I truly
want to be in a relationship or if I just want the companionship and not just
with any generic thing but that member of the opposite sex who you’re close
with. The person who has your back just how you have there’s, the person that
you can talk to about life or love or why as kids we didn’t realize that the
cartoons we used to watch were written by a bunch of stoners. The person that
isn’t family but more a part of your close-knit team. The person you can go to
when shit doesn’t go right that day and they’ll greet you with open arms. I
know that sounds like any ol generic friend but I don’t know maybe I’ve just
been out of the loop for too long. Or maybe I do indeed need that sincere
relationship that could possibly change things.
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